My cat was put to rest

Hello all so I know I've been so much busy mainly with work and just dont have the time or got distracted too but the reason why I'm writing this is that my cat lisa was put to rest and I haven't felt like myself for quite awhile and just not in the mood for writing and I haven't this in awhile. You see I got Lisa when I was 15 after my other cat had a heart attack and we buried him and later on August 2015 went by and September it was but the 15 and we got lisa and she was the sweetest cat to ever have and she's been with us up until today and I felt like she's was nicest and sweetest cat to have. 

Than came today but she wasn't feel alright this month and my mom and I found lisa hiding under the bed we knew something was wrong and we took her the vet but she had heart failure so we put her down now I have ratchet. As of writing this I dont know if I'll still write or will be taking some time off cause I feel like it and just wanna grief I did had plans to publish more posts but since I gotten busy and my cat was put down I feel like I need to take some time off maybe a month or two I can't say when I'll be back.

Lisa thank you for everything you were the sweetest cat to have. Now I have left is ratchet.

What are the cameras that i really want

Okay after watching some old videos from the 2000s and this film call zero day that this the director name ben coccio and he use Sony DCR-TRV 900 3-chip Mini DV, and Sony Digital 8 Camera s i thought of using it too for my youtube content no idea what it could be maybe vlogging or doing some fan made work while doing my comic book series but look at other alternatives. 

Canon PowerShot G7 X Mark II or III:

These compact cameras are popular among vloggers due to their portability, great image quality, and a flip-up screen. The Mark III version also has live streaming capabilities.

Sony HDR-CX405:

A very affordable camcorder with decent video quality, image stabilization, and a long battery life. It's not as high-end as other options, but it's great for basic YouTube videos.

Logitech C920 HD Pro Webcam:

If you're recording from your computer, a good webcam like the Logitech C920 is a solid choice for basic streams, tutorials, or sit-down videos. It's much cheaper than a dedicated camera and offers 1080p video.

Panasonic Lumix DMC-G7:

A great entry-level mirrorless camera that offers 4K video recording at a lower price. It also has a flip-out screen and is a solid choice for anyone serious about starting a YouTube channel on a budget.

But i did look at canon eos m50 mark 2 and sony zv-1. So maybe i might use them but i'm more of a old school guy and use old tech cameras sometimes newer cameras are alright but i haven't yet try it and maybe go and see at staples and best buy around my area. I look through 2000s camera maybe 98 and 99 cameras not much else and decided to look at the cameras that were use in zero day and while watching the opening and thought wow imagine if i had a camera setup and speak directly to the camera and talk of other things of my content and who i am i did try this on my camera from my computer but eh not much and same on my laptop and phone but awful so delete unless it's lost media. So whatever happens i might get one and see for myself later on.