Concerns lately

So i haven't thought about talking about this situation lately i have been feeling under the weather with a lot of details going around in my life and the possibility of leaving my hometown and move into somewhere. I got lot of blog ideas that i been meant to talk about but didn't had the time to write about it between 2021 and 2022 or would have started it back in 2012 or 2017 who knows whatever year i could have start, i know a lot of you are wondering what i'm talking about well if i had to say it and don't give out much to about my life but i'm nearly done with my college course and starting a new one and yet to choose my courses depending if they'll be either virtual or in person that i been choosing and want to improve after i fail my college course in 2020 that was really hard for me to get through. 

I have been feeling unwell and focusing on my own work and college which takes up a lot of energy but overall i had a lot of frustrations too that i don't want to name it all. 

What i have been trying to say here is that i feel so burnout and that i don't know how long will I blog i know a lot of you are going to say to me like have you ever seek help and part-time jobs? Don't worry i have already sought help from a worker in college that i had a lot of stress and anxiety issues back in March that i didn't really think about before it got worse. 

While yes i will, in fact, have either a part-time job or full-time job around May or Summer depending on it but i will be able to post depending on the schedule and what will i talk about either i start university or college if so than i'll have to leave my hometown and say goodbye to the people that i know and care about but actually no perhaps closer who knows. Now i'm not gonna lied here i enjoy posting whatever post i can on this blog site i been wanting to try out this out since i was 12 years old i go back on it and thinking whatever i can feel like talking that pops out of my head i enjoy sharing you all what i remember as a kid or photos if i want to. This may feel like unwell to anyone reading this but i'm doing okay and yes it will be hard i'll keep trying to, see you guys with upcoming posts. 

Batman Year one Failed Film Attempt

Darren Aronfsky know for his work on Requirm for a dream and Mother but he was attached to make numerous movies that never got made he was also task to make The Wolverine back in 2010s but never got the chance to do Darren was very close to make Batman Year One with Frank Miller around 2000 however it never see the light of day before setting with Christopher Nolan where he'll make 2005 Batman Begins. Darren's batman would be rather r rated and violent. 

Update

So it's been some three days since i haven't talk about what happened now i'm not gonna name any of the individual names but it was over an opinion that went pretty far and i take full responsibility for it and after being doxxed at least i've gotten some defenses on Twitter and later on Discord where my friends told me about and i was left devasted and call as an alt-right and homophobic over some account that was harassing them was me which no i don't attack or send harassed emails and haven't yet shown me the evidence to proof. 

It's been some time too and i have been quiet about what happened and i am working on a document to talk about what happened. I wish to continue on and talk about the situation but i don't wanna go much and want to talk about other things and i hope it get resolved too. 

Superman Flyby

I heard of this project before but never got made which was before we got to see Superman Returns and Man of Steel now after the fail attempt to make a superman movie in the 90s which was superman lives or reborn another one was also being discussed too which was Superman flyby but you're not typical superman movie but instead rather different from the superman mythos. JJ Abrams made a script that was once his attempt to made with MCG that never got made and was leak around 2002 or 2003. 

Superman Lives/Superman Reborn

Attempts to remake Superman was shown to be hard to make following the box office bomb of Superman 4 and fail efforts to make Superman 5 even the man of steel actor Christopher Reeve was to write one but after that wb need to hold off any attempts to revive superman. 

Back in the 90s as the comic book industry sales were falling apart DC realized that too with Superman his comic book sales weren't doing great so they need a story and that would be The death of Superman wow talk about how it reminds me of Transformers with Optimus Prime dying most of the time like in the 86 movie anyways DC made a smart move and hollywood see this as a opporunity to make a movie out of it and what the history has gone through there was some weird and conflict ideas from executives and crew that try to made this movie and this was gonna be one hard post to talk about but thankfully after coming by to supervoid cinema who made this video talk about what the movies could have gone through with it's title going by Superman Lives or Reborn whatever the script keeps going on and on about. Also i plan to talk about Superman flyby too and the 2004 Batman v Superman just not in march. 

Instagram and Facebook Automatic blocks

So lately i've gone back on Facebook and Instagram but found out some accounts that i have follow before only to not finding them or search on tags and messages not to find them anywhere realizing that i have to contact them on email or messages on facebook with little response and not sending me a message. 

I couldn't even find their emails and try to give out a message about the sitiuations and try to find my username on their block lists but don't really have me on it. So this has been social media platforms to automatically start blocking and i have gone back to find out the problem and use apps to see who block me only one person to block me. I really don't know if it will be fixed or let them know of the situation.