Confessing

So this one is gonna to be very different and i don't plan to talk some serious stuff cause depending on the details of the events but whenever i receive a memory flashback or sometimes want to forget about what happened or didn't like how it went for me depending on the circumstances are this one here will be difficult to write so here goes. 

Okay lately i have hide this secret a lot and it's been hard for me to talk about. I didn't like mostly my childhood i had some problems while i was attending the school there. I was bit of a troublemaker not good at most of my classes cause a fight send to the principal office my mom giving me a hard time even not do my actual school work i wasn't a fan of parents cause they don't have a good parenting hood experience if mediocre sometimes i wish to have move in with a friend's house or family's house or even some other house if it was foster house i would have been prepare for the impact.  

And would wear my hoodie which was blue and avoid making contacts with anyone i know and would hang out with sometimes with the other classmates that were more of outsiders and later in grade 8 i was home school which i thought it was the best for me but my dad didn't like it and got upset with it even with the fights that went through but i didn't even care and did my homework and pay no attention to my school only make a visit once or twice and went to a school dance with a crush that i use to date with and she and i broke up and finally did in high school which i thought it was the best one that i have done in my life. 

This one has been difficult for me to write this but i hope to get a career during college since i'll be done with Doordash this month or next month and getting busy with College and will have a career next year getting prepare for changes to come and may want to say farewell. I hope to be a better person since that's what i'm going to be doing soon and wish to move into a new house.