Half Life

 I was 15 years old when I first picked up The Orange Box for my Xbox 360. I’d heard a little about Half-Life 2, but I didn’t really know what to expect. What I got was something way more immersive than I was used to—a game that threw me into the shoes of a silent scientist with a crowbar, fighting through a dystopian world filled with strange creatures, physics puzzles, and a story that felt like it had weight. The game was long, and at times I struggled to get through it, but something about the atmosphere stuck with me.

As I kept playing, I began to learn more about the wider Half-Life universe. I started seeing the memes—the ones asking, “Where’s Half-Life 3?”—and realized there was a whole community that had been waiting for years. I heard the theories, the speculation, the countless forum posts dissecting every detail of Episode Two’s ending. I hadn’t played the earlier games on PC yet, but I was fascinated by how obsessed people were with the mystery. It felt like a pop culture ghost story.

Eventually, the silence from Valve grew louder than any rumor. No news, no updates—just nothing. Life moved on. New consoles came and went, new franchises rose up, and Half-Life became one of those legends people still talked about, but no longer expected to return.

Then came 2020. During the pandemic, I found myself with more time and ended up booting up the original Half-Life on my computer. I didn’t finish it, but it reminded me of the roots of the series—the quiet, eerie corridors of Black Mesa and that sense of being completely alone in something much bigger than myself. That same year, Half-Life: Alyx dropped for VR. I didn’t have a headset, so I didn’t play it, but I followed the story and watched some playthroughs. It was beautiful and intense, and for the first time in years, it felt like Valve hadn’t forgotten about Half-Life after all.

And now, in 2025, the rumors have returned—louder, more credible, and harder to ignore. Whispers of Half-Life 3 being in development, and maybe even releasing this year, have reignited something in me. The same feeling I had at 15, when I first stepped into City 17, is coming back. I don’t know if the game will live up to the hype, or if it’ll even be called Half-Life 3—but maybe that’s not the point. Maybe the point is that I get to suit up one more time, grab my crowbar, and head back into the fight.

Whatever comes next, I’m ready for it.

Pitbull Kesha Timber

Hey quick question if you were to ask a song that you remember hearing back in school than maybe you might have heard this song call timber where kesha was in and wow after hearing this song from a Instagram or youtube short and than after having flashbacks of hearing it in school or when my mom use to drive me place this came to my head right around 2013 again this was when i was high school well I was 14 at the time. Man I remember hearing this music with my friends even partying too. 

 

Photos from 2014

I found these photos and thought of sharing it back in november 2024 but things got busy for me. But anyways these photos was when i went out and look down and see the rivers down below and thought how amazing it was. 

Ahead was the rivers and no idea where it leads to and wow i had a good time back than which i was in 10th grade at the time. 

Three of these photos i took before heading back home as that was going on i thought much of it and this was in 2014 of november before i head back i stand there listening to music and calm and relax back than while hearing the rivers down below as i was like i had a great time. There might be one or more photos i could one day share and find if i could any of them around or maybe 2015-19 who knows. 

 

Photos i took from 2021 while i was a doordash driver

So during the pandemic i was a doordash delivery driver and been out a lot these days which explains why i didn't post much in 2021. But i was going through old photos of it which has been three years and nostagia about it and how much i enjoy going out in those days. So here's what i found. 

I was in thornville which was when i was driving towards to and i'll be honest going out in the middle of a cloudy city was awesome back than and i had a lot of fun going out. 

These two photos i stop by and took photos of it. While i was looking at it and had a good time while i was out there. But i look back at the streets where i had a sense and felt like being free better than being inside. 

This one is my favorite cause look at this photo here made me feel nostagia was that i was out driving or was it that i felt free and had a great time for those three years sure it was during the pandemic. But something i had inside of me i think it was looking back at childhood and how things were at the time. Mainly it's the clouds that i look up and think how things were.

Photos from 2012

Man i never thought i would ever get to them but found my old photos from 2012 which was at my old house and it was when i took picutres between 2011 and 2012 I was play sly 2 and took photos of my games that being xbox 360 man i miss those times. 

Transfrormers 2 (Xbox 360) Man wish the movie was better and think ps2 was alright and xbox eh. 

And my cat who I really like and was really attach with me. How I miss him so much. 

Heads up that I know you may think oh 2004 was it 2004 or time travel that you happen to be I wish I say so but this was done by a old camera that my sisters had at the time and I took this and I didn't get to change the dates if only I remember the dates when I took these photos it could have been around Summer 2011-2012 of that time again I don't really know since I am bad at remembering dates and months. 

Heads up I was messing with camerita fox and the guard is looking at him ha wasn't that fun times. 

 

Happy 80th Anniversary to the railway series

In 1945, a quiet revolution in children’s literature began with the release of The Three Railway Engines, the first book in what would become The Railway Series by Reverend Wilbert Awdry. As the world emerged from the shadows of World War II, a humble little engine named Edward chugged into readers' hearts, setting off a journey that would last generations. Now, in 2025, we celebrate the 80th anniversary of this beloved series and reflect on its remarkable legacy.

From Bedside Tales to Bookstores

The Origins of begin during a time of illness and imagination. Reverend W. Awdry crafted tales of talking engines for his son Christopher, who was bedridden with measles. Using a simple toy train and track, Awdry told stories that were not just entertaining but full of detail and heart.

Behind these charming stories was a deep love for real-life railways. Awdry was a devoted railway enthusiast who paid meticulous attention to locomotive detail and rail operation. His fictional Island of Sodor was built with technical realism, creating a believable world where engines had personalities and problems to solve. Though Edward, Gordon, and Henry starred in the first book, it was the debut of Thomas in the second book, Thomas the Tank Engine (1946), that launched a phenomenon. Thomas's mischief and eagerness to prove himself made him an instant favorite.

A Literary Legacy

Over the course of 40 books—26 by Wilbert Awdry and 14 more by his son Christopher—The Railway Series became a cornerstone of children's literature. What distinguished these books was not just the charm of talking trains, but the layered lore and moral storytelling woven through every tale. Each story taught values like honesty, hard work, and humility. Engines made mistakes and learned from them. Characters like Thomas, Gordon, Percy, and Edward felt real because they had flaws and strengths just like us. And for train fans, the series offered a dreamland: Awdry’s stories included accurate railway practices, terminology, and even geography, making it a favorite among hobbyists and readers alike. Yet thee books didn't just focus on them it went to other characters like Duck Oliver Scottish Twins Mavis Bill and Ben, Bertie Harold Trevor Terence Boco Bear Arlesdale Engines Culdee Fell Railway Skarloey Railway Engines etc. It would have Thomas go to the national railway museum and gordon going to London. But the books do tell the grim and dark times of British railways when all the steam engine were scrapped and the introduction of diesel engines and how much they think are revolutionary yet proven to fail but yet and steam still active. 

Section 3: From Page to Screen

In 1984, The Railway Series steamed into a new era with the television debut of Thomas & Friends. Using detailed model trains and narrated storytelling, the show captured the visual magic of Sodor. The tone was gentler than the books but retained their core themes. Ringo Starr was the original narrator in the UK and US, followed by others including George Carlin, Alec Baldwin, and Michael Angelis. Each voice brought a unique charm that deepened Thomas's reach across cultures.

The show evolved over the years, introducing CGI and new characters, but the early seasons especially remain cherished for their storytelling and aesthetic. Yet the tv show did show us new characters that weren't in the books but they have spawn into aus from fans and did their takes on them. 

Section 4: Why It Still Matters

Why has The Railway Series endured for 80 years? At its heart, it celebrates values that never go out of style: friendship, perseverance, responsibility, and the desire to be useful. The blend of educational content and rich world-building appeals to a wide audience. Kids fall in love with the characters; adults appreciate the detail and nostalgia. And the legacy continues through memes, merchandise, fan fiction, YouTube retrospectives, and creative fan projects.

It’s more than a children's franchise—it’s a cultural touchstone. Which where the internet goes obsessed and I can see why they like it and not gonna go through all of them. 

Section 5: 80 Years On – The Anniversary

As we reach this incredible milestone in 2025, fans are celebrating worldwide. From special edition book reprints to online retrospectives and community tributes, The Railway Series has proven it still holds a beloved place in many hearts. For me, Thomas the Tank Engine has always been more than just a story. Even though I kept it quiet around friends and only some of my ex-girlfriends knew, it was always part of who I am. My love of trains never faded, and neither did my connection to Thomas. Whether watching the original show, catching a special, or rewatching Thomas and the Magic Railroad, I always find comfort and joy. Being part of the fandom has been a rewarding experience. It’s amazing to see how many people still cherish this world, share their creativity, and celebrate what it means to be a fan of something so special. Yet I can relate to any of the characters as a bonus to this.

10 Favorites.

Thomas 

Edward 

Duncan

Bertie 

Boco 

James 

Stanley

Harold

Gordon 

Skarloey

Conclusion: A Final Whistle

80 years on, The Railway Series continues to inspire and connect generations. It teaches, entertains, and comforts—whether you're discovering it for the first time or coming back to it with fond memories.

If you haven't visited the Island of Sodor in a while, now is the perfect time. And if you're new to it, you're in for a journey unlike any other. Here's to 80 more years of stories, steam, and being really useful. Also, Rest in Peace Britt Allcroft I wish I did a post of her passing and how much she mean so much for me and I wish I get to meet her but thank you putting thomas on the small screen and been part of our childhoods 

All aboard!