My cat was put to rest

Hello all so I know I've been so much busy mainly with work and just dont have the time or got distracted too but the reason why I'm writing this is that my cat lisa was put to rest and I haven't felt like myself for quite awhile and just not in the mood for writing and I haven't this in awhile. You see I got Lisa when I was 15 after my other cat had a heart attack and we buried him and later on August 2015 went by and September it was but the 15 and we got lisa and she was the sweetest cat to ever have and she's been with us up until today and I felt like she's was nicest and sweetest cat to have. 

Than came today but she wasn't feel alright this month and my mom and I found lisa hiding under the bed we knew something was wrong and we took her the vet but she had heart failure so we put her down now I have ratchet. As of writing this I dont know if I'll still write or will be taking some time off cause I feel like it and just wanna grief I did had plans to publish more posts but since I gotten busy and my cat was put down I feel like I need to take some time off maybe a month or two I can't say when I'll be back.

Lisa thank you for everything you were the sweetest cat to have. Now I have left is ratchet.

What are the cameras that i really want

Okay after watching some old videos from the 2000s and this film call zero day that this the director name ben coccio and he use Sony DCR-TRV 900 3-chip Mini DV, and Sony Digital 8 Camera s i thought of using it too for my youtube content no idea what it could be maybe vlogging or doing some fan made work while doing my comic book series but look at other alternatives. 

Canon PowerShot G7 X Mark II or III:

These compact cameras are popular among vloggers due to their portability, great image quality, and a flip-up screen. The Mark III version also has live streaming capabilities.

Sony HDR-CX405:

A very affordable camcorder with decent video quality, image stabilization, and a long battery life. It's not as high-end as other options, but it's great for basic YouTube videos.

Logitech C920 HD Pro Webcam:

If you're recording from your computer, a good webcam like the Logitech C920 is a solid choice for basic streams, tutorials, or sit-down videos. It's much cheaper than a dedicated camera and offers 1080p video.

Panasonic Lumix DMC-G7:

A great entry-level mirrorless camera that offers 4K video recording at a lower price. It also has a flip-out screen and is a solid choice for anyone serious about starting a YouTube channel on a budget.

But i did look at canon eos m50 mark 2 and sony zv-1. So maybe i might use them but i'm more of a old school guy and use old tech cameras sometimes newer cameras are alright but i haven't yet try it and maybe go and see at staples and best buy around my area. I look through 2000s camera maybe 98 and 99 cameras not much else and decided to look at the cameras that were use in zero day and while watching the opening and thought wow imagine if i had a camera setup and speak directly to the camera and talk of other things of my content and who i am i did try this on my camera from my computer but eh not much and same on my laptop and phone but awful so delete unless it's lost media. So whatever happens i might get one and see for myself later on. 

Half Life

 I was 15 years old when I first picked up The Orange Box for my Xbox 360. I’d heard a little about Half-Life 2, but I didn’t really know what to expect. What I got was something way more immersive than I was used to—a game that threw me into the shoes of a silent scientist with a crowbar, fighting through a dystopian world filled with strange creatures, physics puzzles, and a story that felt like it had weight. The game was long, and at times I struggled to get through it, but something about the atmosphere stuck with me.

As I kept playing, I began to learn more about the wider Half-Life universe. I started seeing the memes—the ones asking, “Where’s Half-Life 3?”—and realized there was a whole community that had been waiting for years. I heard the theories, the speculation, the countless forum posts dissecting every detail of Episode Two’s ending. I hadn’t played the earlier games on PC yet, but I was fascinated by how obsessed people were with the mystery. It felt like a pop culture ghost story.

Eventually, the silence from Valve grew louder than any rumor. No news, no updates—just nothing. Life moved on. New consoles came and went, new franchises rose up, and Half-Life became one of those legends people still talked about, but no longer expected to return.

Then came 2020. During the pandemic, I found myself with more time and ended up booting up the original Half-Life on my computer. I didn’t finish it, but it reminded me of the roots of the series—the quiet, eerie corridors of Black Mesa and that sense of being completely alone in something much bigger than myself. That same year, Half-Life: Alyx dropped for VR. I didn’t have a headset, so I didn’t play it, but I followed the story and watched some playthroughs. It was beautiful and intense, and for the first time in years, it felt like Valve hadn’t forgotten about Half-Life after all.

And now, in 2025, the rumors have returned—louder, more credible, and harder to ignore. Whispers of Half-Life 3 being in development, and maybe even releasing this year, have reignited something in me. The same feeling I had at 15, when I first stepped into City 17, is coming back. I don’t know if the game will live up to the hype, or if it’ll even be called Half-Life 3—but maybe that’s not the point. Maybe the point is that I get to suit up one more time, grab my crowbar, and head back into the fight.

Whatever comes next, I’m ready for it.

Pitbull Kesha Timber

Hey quick question if you were to ask a song that you remember hearing back in school than maybe you might have heard this song call timber where kesha was in and wow after hearing this song from a Instagram or youtube short and than after having flashbacks of hearing it in school or when my mom use to drive me place this came to my head right around 2013 again this was when i was high school well I was 14 at the time. Man I remember hearing this music with my friends even partying too. 

 

Photos from 2014

I found these photos and thought of sharing it back in november 2024 but things got busy for me. But anyways these photos was when i went out and look down and see the rivers down below and thought how amazing it was. 

Ahead was the rivers and no idea where it leads to and wow i had a good time back than which i was in 10th grade at the time. 

Three of these photos i took before heading back home as that was going on i thought much of it and this was in 2014 of november before i head back i stand there listening to music and calm and relax back than while hearing the rivers down below as i was like i had a great time. There might be one or more photos i could one day share and find if i could any of them around or maybe 2015-19 who knows. 

 

Photos i took from 2021 while i was a doordash driver

So during the pandemic i was a doordash delivery driver and been out a lot these days which explains why i didn't post much in 2021. But i was going through old photos of it which has been three years and nostagia about it and how much i enjoy going out in those days. So here's what i found. 

I was in thornville which was when i was driving towards to and i'll be honest going out in the middle of a cloudy city was awesome back than and i had a lot of fun going out. 

These two photos i stop by and took photos of it. While i was looking at it and had a good time while i was out there. But i look back at the streets where i had a sense and felt like being free better than being inside. 

This one is my favorite cause look at this photo here made me feel nostagia was that i was out driving or was it that i felt free and had a great time for those three years sure it was during the pandemic. But something i had inside of me i think it was looking back at childhood and how things were at the time. Mainly it's the clouds that i look up and think how things were.