Updates

Okay so I been trying to post as much i can although i realized that i felt as if i'm forcing myself and want to talk about each of them and would want to talk about some childhood shows that i miss and trying to do a part 2 and childhood videos too that i saw between 2007-2013 something like that but some unfortunate situations and falling down too. 

I was feeling depressed on Sunday this week cause of the fact that i didn't really planned things out from the beginning of this year and some didn't what i expect and lost contact with a few people you name it i don't know why but who knows. While i was feeling depressed i had to tell it with my friends and family who were so concerned about me after i told them i was given a few talks with them they were so positive and helpful giving me advice and suggesting that i volunteer at some places that can give me something to do but mainly after watching some children show that i was too old to watch and high school at the time only to watch it found the show enjoyable and have a caretaker who i really admire and like due to his personality i won't name it but will one day talk about it and just maybe one day i want to be like and feeling like i'm changing. I don't know why i was feeling so depressed maybe it's due to this year or the stuff that has been going in life. As of right now i have been volunteering and helping out as i can just to feel better however i have managed to seek therapy due to depression anxiety and self-esteem issues plus i been changing somewhat well my personality i guess after realizing my mistakes the things i have done wrong and didn't take to do after watching that show or movie too that i didn't imagine having but need some help and depending on how will i post on my blog time will tell but need to take some time off and a follow up is uncertain and i do plan to talk of other subjects that i missed to talk of but could be busy while managing my life and everything around me i know these are hard times and probably one of the most personality things in life is that we're adults and didn't know we would come to this wish me luck, everyone. 

Viva La Vida (Tribute)

I never plan to write this out but had to say it and since this year marks the day i graduate from my school and last day at elementary school while riding on the school bus so i leave this message out of a song where all the 2000s kids will remember the song that we remember before while in elementary or middle school depending where you were at. Viva La Vida is a touching song for us all we had a blast. Not only that but as we get older we look back at the times we had. I'm writing this down for ten years when I graduate and play the day of school from 2013. 

P.S Spoiler alert this song was use in Suits Season 9 finale. I heard of it and need to watch it. 

Forest Fires

So lately this month has been a lot of new' headlines with the one about the submarine that took a trip to the shipwreck of Titanic but lately if you're in Canada we had forest fires in Alberta B.C Quebec and Northern Ontario even the one that was very deadly in Halifax before it got under control but the air itself has been nothing but poor and just been feeling like that and cause of that the forest fires hasn't been stop and due to the dry weather too or that the summer weather could be a dry one i don't know we had to see for ourselves. 

Early drawing of Danielle Cunningham

 

So for quite some time now i have been trying to get my work off the group and with about four characters left for me to get made and than the comic book made. But here as you can see is Danielle Cunningham who looks older which my artist had some trouble before and trying to have Danielle to be about younger around 9 or 10 years old. Lixteen admit that he has trouble drawing kids before and might need to help him with it. 

Here's Danielle Cunningham fixed and done took about a day or two for her get made and she's the younger sister to Timmy and Aiden. Danielle's Full name is Danielle Tierney Cunningham she's kind of has her older brother persona like Intelligent funny bubbly playful socially and naive. But sweet too however really cares for her family too. 

Progress is being made as i do have four left then the comic will get made and published too. We all have things to take care. 

A little heads up (Update)

I'm writing this down with tomorrow coming and I'm expected to graduate soon and head to a new semester. But Monday however i'm to expect something for my family it's our family dog who's been with us nearly 10 years ago and with him feeling sick and the vets is check on him if he is okay or not. I can't say for certain or what happened to him but if he goes, i wanna say thank you for being with us and you were a good boy love from the family and myself. So i might take this week or next week off. I do plan to get one of the posts made around this month so who knows i'll do my best. 

Happy Birthday 112 to Wilbert Awdry

I never thought i saw this but today is the day of Wilbert Awdry's Birthday who wrote books of the railway series that Thomas the tank engine and his friends and their stories were told. I mean what else is say about him he wrote the first book that was the three railway engines about Edward Henry and Gordon before writing the next book Thomas the tank engine. 

I enjoy his books i read Tank engine again Thomas Where it had Thomas and Bertie Terence the Tractor Gone Fishing and The guard story and even readed Troublesome engine where it had Trouble in the shed saga and have Percy the small engine. He would retire in 1972 his last book was Duke the lost engine and his son Christopher Awdry would wrote the stories between 1983-2011. 

He's not here but i never got to meet him even though i was born in 1999 just two years after his passing. I respect and admire his work he did enjoy the show too who wouldn't and he's one of my inspirations to write books that i'm trying to pursue. But Happy 112 Birthday to Wilbert Awdry. 

Man of Steel 10 years later

I talk of Man of Steel before back in 2022 where i did not like the scene from Jonathan Kent letting the bus of kids died wow talk of being a good role model for him and give bad advise to his son but here we are ten years later man of steel when it first came out and the launch of the dceu. 

I won't say much of the movie and production either but long story short yeah sure superman return movie after fail movie projects like Reborn or Lives or other names it had to later jj abrams flyby too even Batman vs Superman 2004. Anyways the film would mark it's ten-year release and the launch of the dceu. I did saw the movie in theaters before this was during my elementary school graduation maybe before. I saw the trailers they were beautifully made and the soundtrack of the first one was cool i guess there was Christopher Nolan's name on it where he was only an executive producer along with a story consultant too. An impressive cast and nods to the comics of superman and this film was very different than the other superman movies although yes did divide the fans about the movie and it's tone which Synder should have been okay for a Batman movie. 

The film's colors were so dark and the camera shaking too much that even that was hard for me and maybe everyone else in the theater to pay close attention to it don't get me started on the film's climax and how it end felt odd to me like if nothing bad happen. 

Henry Cavil as Superman is awesome to see him i really like his performance as Superman and would have been cool to see him as Superman in other dceu movies before the production of the universe got messy and did get to see him back in Zack Synder Justice League and Black Adam. Looking back at the film and recall of seeing lego merchanise of it was cool i remember seeing them at walmart and Toys r' us. The film was so hype that even MGFCustoms did around the film premiere dated if the movie had a sequel was made too it would have fixed the film's mistakes but sadly never got the chance either only to get can which is why that i have no plans to see the flash or James Gunn other DCE Films. 

Happy 30th Annivesary to Jurassic Park

Yep, it's 30 years since Jurassic Park came out and wow a lot of people are looking at it. But hey what else to say about the movie well let's talk about it. But first a little heads-up about the novel itself written by Michael Crichton. 

Novel 

So for those who don't know or aware of it. The film is based on a novel from Michael Crichton this novel wasn't your typical dinosaur book that we know and love. It was written in 1990 This novel was horror science fiction cause it was a cautionary tale about genetic engineering and it presents the collapse of a zoological park showcasing genetically recreated dinosaurs to illustrate the mathematical concept of chaos theory and its real-world implications. But let's say that Crichton was going to tell this story from a view of a child but had to change the draft and tell the story of a dinosaur theme park on a fictional island call Isla Nublar but the novel would have some characters killed and John Hammond also died in the novel too pretty mess up. He utilized the presentation of fiction as fact and has Chao's theory and the philosophical implications used. When the movie was being made however it was requested that Steven Spielberg that the movie be change for kids cause kids like dinosaurs and tone it down but the scenes does have it's parts that scared us. 

Story 

The film open with a velociraptor being carge up in a steel-like box being transported into their padlock but one of the crew members would be killed from the raptors and later in the movie we meet paleontologist Alan Grant and paleobotanist Ellie Sattler they would meet John Hammond as they are invited to Isla Nubular along with the ride is Ian Malcolm and they stumble across Brachiosaurus and a whole herd of other dinosaurs.They learned of the creation of cloning dinosaurs when visiting the vistor center and how they are created Alan sees a baby raptor and how dangerous could the park be even ian realized that too. Hammond's grandkids join the ride and the tour doesn't go well after the t rex failed to show up and see a sick triceratops and return back to the visitor center but dennis nerdy would shut down the park and steal the dinosaur embryo with a shaving cream can and the t rex shows up. 

Now i won't go over about the movie development as we know that the film was going to use stop motion animation for the dinosaurs when looking at behind the scenes narrated by James Earl Jones and change to cgi from the likes of Terminator Judgement day and Abyes the dinosaurs were animated by Industrial Light & Magic, and with life-sized animatronic dinosaurs built by Stan Winston's team you look over the movie itself. 

But i remember seeing this movie back in 2007 on a dvd even have the movie on vhs and later on saw the sequels. I had a great time seeing it. The soundtrack of the movie from John Williams is memorable that even i can't forget about it. The sequels i'll one day talk about them, as for the novel itself it's very much horror with one of the scenes like the t rex throwing a jp vehicle or the part with alan and raptors that one i heard is chilling. 

So Happy 30th Anniversary to Jurassic Park

Track and Field

Okay so i never thought to talk about of what was my other interest before in elementary school but in light of this i remember the fun times that the school would offer it was none other than track and field which at my elementary school hosted and class was often on and off but our teachers was the instructors and one of the events that i recall doing back then was running in the tracks that our school did back than and i was a good runner i never was at first place i was likely around 4 or 6 back in those times maybe 3 i don't recall and it was a good time and there was one where we use to run and land on the sandbox for measures and baseball like style long jump too and boy that one i forgot it's name and some other jumping, and throwing skills. 

I guess i was an athlete that my mom and dad realized and put in events that i remember doing even though i had to exercise before and not to injured myself cause i had to deal with sort of pain. I look back at those times of what i used to do before and from what i can tell that i had a blast and now it's been ten years. 

New Name and Change

As some of you know or don't know that i change my name to Ray Specter i'm still call RJ and 2795 but i decided to go by Ray Specter cause i felt like dorian where i got from Arno Dorian and sometimes would remind me J.D Dorian from Scrubs and change my name to Specter i don't know and not wanting to talk of my actual name and maybe i find some other name for my blog website time will tell if anyone will remember my last name or new one. 

Updates for This Month

Hello all i'm sure that many of you are enjoying the hot weather or are busy with your own lives if so i hope you are doing good. So with this month starting and i want to let you guys know that there are updates coming and i plan to talk as much as i can and do whatever i feel like or plan them out but maybe plans to talk of movies that are coming out like the spider verse sequel call spider verse 2 TF ROTB and some other ones that i can name and maybe i might look for a book to buy something i want to talk about who knows. 

I can't say for much either of what i could talk about as i am starting to work soon and i need to sure yeah summer job and i wish i could have work back in may, i have been busy with other things in life and looking for a job too but i have some help too which i am thankful and i can't predict certain things for this month and can't go through my calender and tell you all when it's coming which no, no way i'm doing that so its best to let me focus on what i'm doing i can go on and on about this but i don't wanna bored you all and want to let you all know that i'm okay and plan to post as much i can.