Updates

Okay so I been trying to post as much i can although i realized that i felt as if i'm forcing myself and want to talk about each of them and would want to talk about some childhood shows that i miss and trying to do a part 2 and childhood videos too that i saw between 2007-2013 something like that but some unfortunate situations and falling down too. 

I was feeling depressed on Sunday this week cause of the fact that i didn't really planned things out from the beginning of this year and some didn't what i expect and lost contact with a few people you name it i don't know why but who knows. While i was feeling depressed i had to tell it with my friends and family who were so concerned about me after i told them i was given a few talks with them they were so positive and helpful giving me advice and suggesting that i volunteer at some places that can give me something to do but mainly after watching some children show that i was too old to watch and high school at the time only to watch it found the show enjoyable and have a caretaker who i really admire and like due to his personality i won't name it but will one day talk about it and just maybe one day i want to be like and feeling like i'm changing. I don't know why i was feeling so depressed maybe it's due to this year or the stuff that has been going in life. As of right now i have been volunteering and helping out as i can just to feel better however i have managed to seek therapy due to depression anxiety and self-esteem issues plus i been changing somewhat well my personality i guess after realizing my mistakes the things i have done wrong and didn't take to do after watching that show or movie too that i didn't imagine having but need some help and depending on how will i post on my blog time will tell but need to take some time off and a follow up is uncertain and i do plan to talk of other subjects that i missed to talk of but could be busy while managing my life and everything around me i know these are hard times and probably one of the most personality things in life is that we're adults and didn't know we would come to this wish me luck, everyone.