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Tuesday, 30 December 2025

So 2026 is coming

By the time i write this around new years eve i want to say that this year has been rough for me lately i know that i haven't been posting that much since year and been busy with life too but i'm hoping 2026 will be better and hopefully not worse i'm not gonna say much of 2025 or my personal life but let's just say it's been rough and good lately I passed in my first course and now on to the next one. My comic book series is almost done so hoping i get three or four pages left and then i get to publish it to a book publisher and see what we can do about it. 


This year has seen some ups and downs, lately the loss of Val Kilmer and also i found out that it's been one year since britt allcroft passed away since 2024 and i really like and admire the work she's done before on thomas the tank engine i forgot to talk about here and when the news broe i really felt sad and miss her very much althought i never get to meet her and i wish i could have told britt is thank you for making thomas part of my childhood and i know i struggle and thomas has stay in my heart for all my life. 


Thank you britt allcroft rest in peace. 

Also snow storm which i really can't stand, and I almost lost power. 

Happy new year all! 

Friday, 12 December 2025

Back and where do we go from here.

Hello all, it's been a long time since I have been away, but I just wanna leave this here to let you know that I passed my work and am on to the next semester, and looking forward to it and where we go from here. So I know I have been away for four months cause of my studies and life as well, and taking it easy and hoping that if I get to talk about what I have in mind or what has been kept as a draft, who knows, maybe one day any given topic interests me, I'll write about it. My comic book is coming along soon, and hopefully next year it'll come out.


Also, it's Christmas, maybe I could talk about it. We'll see if I can talk about those specials too, and I know this year has been rough for me and you, but I'm hoping 2026 will be better. Dear Lord, we are getting old. 

Sunday, 31 August 2025

Taking some time off

So it seems like I have been busy lately which was rather unfortunate and I do apologies for and I was away with a lot of stuff and I wanted to talk of more but due to my life and getting a burnout from the summer has affect me. 

I haven't thought of posting much as if i don't have time to been busy with everything and i have planning to post whichever i can. Still, lately this summer hasn't been great mainly due to being a dry summer with no rain. I suffer one or two headaches and marginas too which resulted of me to stay home and do whatever i can in the house and i'll be going back to study back in college too mainly a trade in or apprenticeship. However, I don't think I'll have the time to write any blog posts, which means there'll be fewer posts around here. I did have plans to post more and had ideas that I thought about and plan to post one day, but they'll be on hold for a while and i'll be away to be take things slowly. 



Friday, 29 August 2025

Sonic vs. She-Ra: A Tale of Two Reboots — and Two Very Different Reactions to Backlash

In the last few years, we’ve seen legacy characters brought back to life through reboots, remakes, and reimaginings. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it crashes and burns.

But when fans speak up, how studios respond can make or break everything.

Take Sonic the Hedgehog (2020) and She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018) — two reboots that sparked intense backlash. One became a redemption story. The other, a cautionary tale.


Sonic: The Backlash Heard Around the Internet

When the first trailer for the Sonic movie dropped in 2019, fans immediately recoiled. Sonic’s design looked... horrifying.

Human teeth

Tiny eyes

Long, awkward legs

None of the charm or fun of the classic game character


It was so universally hated that the outcry became a meme. But instead of digging in or dismissing fans…

The studio listened.

They delayed the film, redesigned Sonic into something that honored the original, and the result?

Fans praised them.
The movie was a box office success.
It spawned a sequel, merch, and goodwill.


She-Ra 2018: The Wall of Denial

Now compare that to She-Ra and the Princesses of Power.

When Adora’s redesign leaked before the 2018 reboot aired, fans had real concerns:

Why does she look so androgynous?

Why remove her classic femininity and strength?

Why does she look more like a teenage boy than a 14-year-old girl hero?


The backlash was loud—but instead of listening, the creators and defenders:

Accused fans of being sexist

Dismissed criticism as “toxic”

Used LGBTQ+ representation as a shield from all artistic critique

The result?

No redesign.
No accountability.
No respect for the source material.
And a fandom divided by identity politics.


Why One Listened and One Didn’t

The difference is simple:

Sonic’s team respected the fans.

She-Ra’s team insulated themselves with ideology.


Sonic was treated like a character. She-Ra was treated like a statement.

And that’s the problem.

Lessons from Both

Fans don’t hate change. They hate being ignored.

If you want to modernize a legacy property, respect what made it iconic—don’t replace it with a lecture.

If you hide behind identity and refuse critique, you’ll lose the fans who made your property worth rebooting in the first place.


Final Thought

Sonic got hated—and got better.
She-Ra got criticized—and labeled the critics as haters.

Which approach built trust?

Which one burned bridges?

The answer is obvious. And it’s a lesson every studio, showrunner, and “progressive” writer should keep in mind before the next reboot drops.

Thursday, 21 August 2025

The Truth About She-Ra 2018 – What Everyone’s Too Afraid to Say

When the 2018 She-Ra and the Princesses of Power reboot was announced, fans of the original were excited—finally, a modern update to a beloved, iconic heroine. But when the first character designs leaked, that excitement turned to confusion, frustration, and for many, disappointment.

And when those fans voiced their concerns? They weren’t met with answers. They were met with labels. This post isn’t about hate. It’s about what went wrong, why people were afraid to talk about it, and why it matters that we do now.


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The Redesign That Sparked a Firestorm

Let’s be blunt: the new Adora didn’t look like She-Ra.
She looked like a gender-neutral athlete, stripped of all femininity, grace, or heroic appeal. Gone was the strong, regal warrior—replaced with a boxy, flat, indistinct figure that, to many, resembled a young boy or a transitioning teen more than a 14-year-old girl with destiny on her shoulders.

People asked:

“Why does she look so masculine?”

“Why erase her femininity?”

“Is this even She-Ra anymore?”


And rather than engage with those questions… the creators and defenders shut them down.


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The Wall of Defense

The response from the show’s team and parts of the media was swift—and condescending.

“You’re just mad she’s not sexualized.”
“You must be sexist.”
“You just can’t handle progress.”



No acknowledgment of legacy. No engagement with the actual critique. Just political shielding. As if to say:

> “If you don’t like it, you’re the problem.”
With that being said and we look at the artistic integrity and ideological arrogance.

Why So Many Fans Stayed Silent

So why didn’t more people speak up?

Because they were afraid. In a time where disagreeing with a design choice could get you branded a bigot, sexist, or worse, many fans chose to stay quiet. Others watched the trailer, enjoyed the animation, and convinced themselves it was "fine." Even if the design still felt off, they let it slide to avoid the online mob.

But Now There’s a Shift

Videos like:

Jayne Theory’s takedown of the Netflix reboot

Analysis of why people actually hated the design

Fans are cheering the Amazon reboot for not following 2018’s direction


…are showing that fans are ready to speak the truth.

The Amazon live-action reboot is confirmed to be a clean slate—it won’t follow the 2018 version—and fans are relieved. Because finally, someone’s listening.

What About Catra?

Let’s not forget Catra’s arc. A character who:

Tried to destroy the world

Betrayed everyone she cared about

Emotionally abused allies

Was complicit in war crimes but she gets a redemption arc with no real consequences, and ends up kissing the protagonist. So was this about storytelling? Or about pushing a symbolic queer romance?
It felt less like justice and more like agenda-driven immunity.


The Real Message

This isn't about being anti-progress. It's about fair storytelling. If a character does wrong, they should face the consequences—no matter their gender, race, or sexuality. If a redesign removes everything iconic about a character, it should be open to critique. And if studios can’t handle feedback, they shouldn’t be making reboots.

Final Thought. 

The She-Ra 2018 reboot didn’t fail because fans were hateful. It failed because the creators refused to listen—and shielded weak design behind politics. Art thrives with accountability. And that’s why the Amazon reboot has a chance to get it right. Let’s hope they do. In other news i got one post coming soon of a tale how a bad design got backlash and managed to fixed it while the other is the opposite. 

Saturday, 16 August 2025

The Cult of Community: Why the Show Should've Been Canceled Sooner

There was a time when I watched Community and thought, "Hey, this could go somewhere." But then, the show took a nosedive into something unrecognizable. What began as a quirky, slice-of-life comedy about a group of misfits in community college quickly mutated into a chaotic, self-absorbed satire that lost any shred of emotional core it once had.

And you know what? I never found Dan Harmon funny or brilliant. Not once.

Let’s not sugarcoat this: the show became cringe. A Frankenstein of genre parodies, meta commentary, and smug inside jokes that catered more to internet forums than actual human viewers. The writing leaned so hard into clever-for-clever's-sake that it forgot to be relatable or, frankly, entertaining.

Fans often defend Community with lines like "It was ahead of its time!" or "It was a masterpiece of meta-comedy!" But let’s be real—most episodes in the later seasons were so far up their own creative backsides, they forgot the point of television: to connect with people.

Ratings? Dead. The audience? Bleeding. The tone? All over the place. Yet somehow, it dragged on. NBC should have pulled the plug, and fast.

The reason it didn’t? Loud internet fandoms and the "six seasons and a movie" meme. It became a brand, not a story. A movement, not a meaningful series. And Harmon? He shouldn't have been anywhere near a writer's room. His drinking, missed deadlines, and reputation for toxic behavior are well-documented. Yet studios gave him a free pass in the name of "creative genius."

But I never saw that genius. I saw a showrunner who cared more about flexing his ego than developing characters. I saw a show that abandoned its soul in favor of gimmicks. And I saw fans latch onto it not because it was good, but because it felt different—and different, unfortunately, got confused for deep.

This wasn’t a slice-of-life series. It wasn’t a coming-of-age story. It was a parody of itself, trapped in a loop of diminishing returns.

Community should have been canceled. Not out of spite, but mercy. A once-promising premise buried under layers of noise, chaos, and self-indulgence. Some call it a cult classic. I call it a cautionary tale.

Lock it up. Shelf it for good. And next time, let’s make sure the emperor’s actually wearing clothes before we hand him six seasons and a movie.

Sunday, 27 July 2025

Why the World Was Better Off Without Rooster Teeth and RWBY

Let’s not pretend this is about nitpicking animation frames or a few weak episodes. This is about a studio that promised innovation and community-driven storytelling — and instead delivered regression, identity confusion, and corporate pandering disguised as creativity. At the center of this implosion? RWBY. But yet the world was better off without Rooster Teeth and because Burnie wants it back so badly, he couldn't even let it go and move on with his life. But for rwby and still am upset with Viz Media 


The Death of Indie Authenticity

→ “From Garage to Corporate Graveyard”

Rooster Teeth used to be about grassroots creativity.

Red vs. Blue was lightning in a bottle — funny, raw, community-built.

But when they “scaled up,” they sold out. It became about merch pipelines and media deals over storytelling.

Crunch culture, internal scandals, HR disasters — this wasn't a company with flaws, it was a company built on ignoring them.


RWBY’s Legacy of Failure

→ “Style Over Substance — and Even the Style Got Worse”

RWBY began as a visual spectacle with Monty Oum’s kinetic animation. But it had one major flaw: no one knew how to write.

After Monty’s passing, the soul left the show. RT mishandled the series like a clumsy child with a glass sword.

Retcons. Inconsistencies. Plot threads dropped like bad habits. Characters written for Tumblr clout rather than narrative cohesion.

Pushing shipping wars and identity politics became more important than stakes or worldbuilding.

You can't build a compelling universe when your writers are rewriting it mid-season just to score social points.


 The Corporate Rot

→ “Community-Driven in Name Only”

Rooster Teeth weaponized its community — for free labor, for blind loyalty, for financial support they didn’t earn.

Merch lines, conventions, spinoffs — all to keep the brand afloat while the content quality tanked.

Fans who criticized were banned or buried. Constructive feedback? Brushed off unless you were a verified influencer. Take a look at Barbara Arryn Edd Miles Kerry and the folks at rooser teeth. 

At some point, it wasn’t about making something cool anymore. It was about pushing an image and maintaining brand synergy — even if the soul was dead.


Why We’re Better Off Without Them

→ “When a Giant Falls, Something New Can Grow”

Creators are no longer beholden to Rooster Teeth to break into animation.

Indie animators, VTubers, YouTubers, and small collectives are producing better content — without the baggage.

RWBY’s failure taught everyone what not to do: don’t ignore your audience, don’t substitute message for story, and don’t forget why you started.

RT fading into irrelevance isn’t a loss — it’s an opportunity for the real creatives to rise.


The Enablers and Echo Chamber: Naming Names

If RWBY fell apart, it wasn’t just because of poor direction or burnout — it was because the people involved refused to course-correct. They either didn't understand the criticism, willfully ignored it, or doubled down on mediocrity. Let’s break it down.

Kerry Shawcross

Let’s be blunt: Kerry went from Monty’s apprentice to RWBY's biggest liability.

He’s not a storyteller. He’s a fanfic-tier plotter at best — one who had years to learn and didn’t.

From bland dialogue to character arcs that go nowhere, Kerry kept failing upward, safe behind a shield of “well, he’s trying.”

The man couldn’t even handle V9’s pacing or tone, and now V10 looks like it’s been stitched together with duct tape and VTube filters.


Miles Luna

Used to be the fandom’s golden boy — now he’s the symbol of soft retcon and soft writing.

Spent more time making jokes on panels and loving the sound of his own voice than actually developing tight scripts.

His emotional arcs (Yang’s trauma, Blake’s redemption) were either unresolved or shoved into shipping fuel for internet points.

Left the show, came back, ghosted it again. What was the plan? Did he ever have one?


Eddy Rivas

Mr. “Lore Matters”—except when it doesn’t.

Built the World of Remnant, then smashed its internal logic to favor whatever Season X flavor he was pushing.

Vacuo was undercooked, Atlas was a tonal disaster, and don’t even get started on Cinder’s convoluted mess of a backstory.

Tried to play it serious, but when V9 asked for emotional clarity, Eddy delivered a PowerPoint presentation on how to ruin payoff.


The Fan Gurus and Gatekeepers

These weren’t just critics or fans — they were corporate guard dogs who helped suppress criticism and uphold Rooster Teeth’s fragile image.

CanonSeeker (or whatever his latest handle is)

Chronically online. Weaponizes lore to invalidate critique.

Makes 40-minute videos arguing that you just “don’t understand RWBY's deeper meanings.”

Translation: If you don’t like it, you're either wrong or not intelligent enough. Classic gaslighting.


MurderOfBirds

Once positioned as a “fan voice,” but turned full-on PR mouthpiece.

Critique died the day he got flown out to RTX.

Has a badge of access, not a badge of truth — and that access costs honesty.


Calxiyn and TheRWBYStyle

Shippers before storytellers.

Turned their platforms into sanctuaries for “safe discourse,” which means anything that doesn’t rock the RWBY boat.

Ignored writing flaws, called out fans for “toxicity,” but never once checked the writers’ failure to deliver.


RobinRising

Built clout on the backs of fan theorists, then turned around and mocked the critics the second it got real.

Obsessed with being right. Never interested in listening. Typical shill so calm and no idea if he ever respond to a criticism of rwby or himself. 


And Then Came Crunchyroll + V9/V10

Let’s talk about Crunchyroll's "rescue". RWBY didn’t get a revival — it got a plastic surgery disaster.

Volume 9 was marketed as deep and philosophical — instead, we got Alice in Wonderland meets a college improv class.

Characters regressed, pacing was glacial, and the ending? Just a setup for more product placement in Volume 10.

Now V10 is being delayed, reworked, and previewed in chunks. This isn’t hype — this is content triage.

To the Fans Who Feel Burned Like I Did: You’re not toxic. You’re not entitled.

You’re just someone who expected the show to respect your time, your passion, and the characters it introduced. If the creators couldn’t handle that? That’s not on you. Don’t let echo chambers and YouTube shills convince you that you’re the problem. You’re not. They are RWBY isn’t a tragedy because it ended. It’s a tragedy because it could’ve been great — and instead, it became a masterclass in what happens when creativity bows to cowardice.

Final Advice: Fandoms, Discords, and the Myth of “Constructive Positivity” Word of advice. Be the Lone Wolf. Own Your Voice. In today’s fandom climate, honest critique is treated like heresy. You speak your mind, and a dozen bootlickers will rush in with lore PDFs, emotional guilt-tripping, or smug lectures about “letting people enjoy things.” But here’s the truth: you’re not toxic for wanting better. You’re not negative for pointing out when a story falls apart. You’re a lone wolf because you see through the fog. And that’s powerful. You know who you are.

Yes, you — the one who replied to my post that lectures me all the time and never shuts up.

You're the type of fandom’s hall monitor that comes after my post or when I post a link, if I were you pal, don't bother. Maybe I expect someone else than you and don't come up and lecture me and say be positive or neutral, no forget it. Every fandom has to be so toxic. Being alone is better, or if you don't feel like being alone, then move on with your life. 

Next time someone critiques the show, maybe don’t throw academic fanfiction at them like it’s gospel. Sometimes, the best move is to just shut up and listen. And To Everyone Else Still Clinging to RWBY’s Sinking Ship: I get it. RWBY mattered. It had potential. It was fresh, it was bold, and it carried Monty Oum’s heart and soul. But Rooster Teeth killed that spark. The writing collapsed. The worldbuilding imploded. The show became a brand, not a story. And those of us who spoke up? We got labeled toxic, rude, or not real fans. But here’s the thing: We were right. And we still are. This blog isn’t about being bitter. It’s about being honest. RWBY had a chance to become something iconic — and instead, it became a blueprint for how not to run a show, a studio, or a fandom. So if you’re done pretending, done accepting crumbs, and done being gaslit by corporate storytelling and fandom influencers? Or follow those cosplayers who agree with a company and wants you too maybe don't some of them aren't what they use to be. 

Welcome to the pack.










Sunday, 13 July 2025

A sky full of stars


Ok, so this track from Coldplay, from what i remember before, was like hearing it from childhood that i used to listen before and i have heard of Coldplay before like viva va track that gives me memories of my childhood from 2008-2010s This alone gives me memories of 2010 that i have. Probably my second favorite from Coldplay. 

Friday, 11 July 2025

RWBY Volume 10: A Disaster Waiting to Happen - Why a Reboot Is the Only Way Forward

RWBY has been a rollercoaster of potential and missteps. And now with the latest buzz surrounding Volume 10 and the so-called "early writing and planning," I have to say it outright: this isn't hope—this is desperation.

I don't care how many cosplay influencers, shill accounts, or corporate voices try to spin this as a great return. Volume 10 is not a triumphant continuation. It's the final stretch of a once-promising IP being dragged over the finish line by a studio—Viz Media—that might not even have the full resources or a confirmed animation studio to make this happen properly.

Let me ask: Where's the budget? Where's the confirmed studio? Who's funding this? Hulu is a streaming platform, not a production house. Unless Viz Media has millions saved up from overpriced merch and re-releases (which I doubt), we're looking at a project being run on fumes.

And then there’s the question of voice acting. Outside of Japan, RWBY has no real dub support. Viz would either need to license out dubs to other countries or risk alienating audiences with AI voiceovers, which is already controversial in many countries. This doesn’t look like growth—it looks like corner-cutting.

Let’s not forget the writing itself. Volume after volume, we've seen Kerry and Miles fumble with lore, character arcs, and basic structure. Penny, Pyrrha, Adam, CFVY, even Ruby—all these characters deserved more. Instead, we got Bumbleby shoved down our throats not because it was well-written, but because it pandered to a subset of the fandom.

This isn’t representation. This is exploitation. It's merch-driven narrative dressed up as diversity.

A reboot is not just necessary. It's the only way to redeem this franchise:

New VAs.

New writers.

New creative leadership.

Keep the concept, but fix the execution.


RWBY could have been the next Avatar: The Last Airbender. Instead, it's becoming a cautionary tale in how to alienate your fanbase and crash an IP with great potential.

Let the cosplayers, shills, and content creators who thrive off this mess celebrate Volume 10. But don’t say we didn’t warn you when it all falls apart.

Reboot RWBY. Or bury it.

End of story.

Wednesday, 2 July 2025

RWBY on Hulu: A Streaming Deal Isn’t a Revival

Let’s get something straight.

RWBY being added to Hulu on July 5th is not the win some fans are pretending it is. It’s not a resurrection, not a greenlight for Volume 10, and certainly not a revival of Rooster Teeth's original vision. It’s just reruns.

1. Streaming Isn’t Production

Viz Media is testing RWBY’s back catalog on streaming platforms like Hulu. This doesn’t signal any sort of production deal. It means Viz is looking for a return on what they already own. That’s it. Putting a series on Hulu is standard business when a company wants to milk residuals.

There is no confirmed studio attached to Volume 10. No director. No animator. No public funding or campaign to get it going. And certainly no crew like Miles Luna, Kerry Shawcross, or the classic VA lineup committing to a future season.

2. Don’t Fall for the Copium

We’re in an age where hope sells more than reality. The RWBY fandom is still reeling from the disbandment of Rooster Teeth and the fallout of Volume 9's reception. Some folks cling to the idea that Viz is secretly planning Volume 10, and the Hulu drop is step one.

It’s not. It’s called content dumping. Many companies throw their older IPs onto platforms to recoup losses or test engagement. That doesn’t equal greenlighting an expensive new volume.

3. Anime Expo Bait?

Some fans speculate this was announced before Anime Expo to hint at a bigger reveal. Maybe. But if a Volume 10 was actually happening, wouldn’t that be the big headline at the expo? Instead, we got a Hulu re-release.

If there’s a reveal coming, great. But don’t bank on a fully funded production. At best, we might get a manga. At worst, more delays and vague statements.

4. A Reboot Is Still the Best Option

RWBY is a burned-out brand. From poor pacing, divisive storytelling, to excessive pandering (yes, Bumbleby and shallow symbolism included), it alienated a large portion of its fanbase. If Viz truly wants to revive it, they need to reboot it:

New writers

New voice actors

Drop Kerry, Miles, Lindsay, Barbara, Kara, and Arryn

Reimagine the story with actual structure

Focus less on fandom-pleasing ships and more on coherent worldbuilding


5. Where Is the Money Going?

Viz isn’t rolling in endless cash. Outsourcing to a proper studio for V10 would cost big. If they don’t have a reliable partner (MAPPA? Studio Trigger?), then who’s footing the bill? Hulu? Doubt it.

Final Thoughts

Let’s stop pretending a streaming deal is a new beginning. RWBY on Hulu is a corporate move, not a creative one. Until Viz or a legitimate studio announces funding, staff, and direction, there is no Volume 10. Just echoes of what could’ve.  
You want to know what the real move is? A reboot.

Start from scratch. New voice cast. New creative direction. Scrap the old CRWBY. Kick Miles, Kerry, and the rest out of the picture. The brand is damaged. The story meandered, characters got butchered, and the fanbase splintered after pandering and tone-deaf decisions. Bumbleby may have been the breaking point, but it’s been a slow decline. A reboot gives RWBY a chance to win people back. Give it to a new team with actual passion and vision. Adapt it as a manga first. Let it breathe.

And yeah — I’m sure those who’ll laugh it off will reply back saying “reboot ain’t gonna happen” or think they’re right or wrong just because they claim to have “knowledge” or a “source.” But guess what? Clinging to the old mess is just asking for disaster. If you don’t want a reboot, that’s your disaster to enjoy. Because a reboot is the only option left.

Let Hulu have the reruns. Let the old cast fade. It’s time to rebuild from the ground up — or just let RWBY die a slow death.

I said what I said.

Monday, 16 June 2025

My cat was put to rest

Hello all so I know I've been so much busy mainly with work and just dont have the time or got distracted too but the reason why I'm writing this is that my cat lisa was put to rest and I haven't felt like myself for quite awhile and just not in the mood for writing and I haven't this in awhile. You see I got Lisa when I was 15 after my other cat had a heart attack and we buried him and later on August 2015 went by and September it was but the 15 and we got lisa and she was the sweetest cat to ever have and she's been with us up until today and I felt like she's was nicest and sweetest cat to have. 

Than came today but she wasn't feel alright this month and my mom and I found lisa hiding under the bed we knew something was wrong and we took her the vet but she had heart failure so we put her down now I have ratchet. As of writing this I dont know if I'll still write or will be taking some time off cause I feel like it and just wanna grief I did had plans to publish more posts but since I gotten busy and my cat was put down I feel like I need to take some time off maybe a month or two I can't say when I'll be back.

Lisa thank you for everything you were the sweetest cat to have. Now I have left is ratchet.

Sunday, 1 June 2025

What are the cameras that i really want

Okay after watching some old videos from the 2000s and this film call zero day that this the director name ben coccio and he use Sony DCR-TRV 900 3-chip Mini DV, and Sony Digital 8 Camera s i thought of using it too for my youtube content no idea what it could be maybe vlogging or doing some fan made work while doing my comic book series but look at other alternatives. 

Canon PowerShot G7 X Mark II or III:

These compact cameras are popular among vloggers due to their portability, great image quality, and a flip-up screen. The Mark III version also has live streaming capabilities.


Sony HDR-CX405:

A very affordable camcorder with decent video quality, image stabilization, and a long battery life. It's not as high-end as other options, but it's great for basic YouTube videos.


Logitech C920 HD Pro Webcam:

If you're recording from your computer, a good webcam like the Logitech C920 is a solid choice for basic streams, tutorials, or sit-down videos. It's much cheaper than a dedicated camera and offers 1080p video.


Panasonic Lumix DMC-G7:

A great entry-level mirrorless camera that offers 4K video recording at a lower price. It also has a flip-out screen and is a solid choice for anyone serious about starting a YouTube channel on a budget.


But i did look at canon eos m50 mark 2 and sony zv-1. So maybe i might use them but i'm more of a old school guy and use old tech cameras sometimes newer cameras are alright but i haven't yet try it and maybe go and see at staples and best buy around my area. I look through 2000s camera maybe 98 and 99 cameras not much else and decided to look at the cameras that were use in zero day and while watching the opening and thought wow imagine if i had a camera setup and speak directly to the camera and talk of other things of my content and who i am i did try this on my camera from my computer but eh not much and same on my laptop and phone but awful so delete unless it's lost media. So whatever happens i might get one and see for myself later on. 

Monday, 19 May 2025

Half Life

 I was 15 years old when I first picked up The Orange Box for my Xbox 360. I’d heard a little about Half-Life 2, but I didn’t really know what to expect. What I got was something way more immersive than I was used to—a game that threw me into the shoes of a silent scientist with a crowbar, fighting through a dystopian world filled with strange creatures, physics puzzles, and a story that felt like it had weight. The game was long, and at times I struggled to get through it, but something about the atmosphere stuck with me.

As I kept playing, I began to learn more about the wider Half-Life universe. I started seeing the memes—the ones asking, “Where’s Half-Life 3?”—and realized there was a whole community that had been waiting for years. I heard the theories, the speculation, the countless forum posts dissecting every detail of Episode Two’s ending. I hadn’t played the earlier games on PC yet, but I was fascinated by how obsessed people were with the mystery. It felt like a pop culture ghost story.

Eventually, the silence from Valve grew louder than any rumor. No news, no updates—just nothing. Life moved on. New consoles came and went, new franchises rose up, and Half-Life became one of those legends people still talked about, but no longer expected to return.

Then came 2020. During the pandemic, I found myself with more time and ended up booting up the original Half-Life on my computer. I didn’t finish it, but it reminded me of the roots of the series—the quiet, eerie corridors of Black Mesa and that sense of being completely alone in something much bigger than myself. That same year, Half-Life: Alyx dropped for VR. I didn’t have a headset, so I didn’t play it, but I followed the story and watched some playthroughs. It was beautiful and intense, and for the first time in years, it felt like Valve hadn’t forgotten about Half-Life after all.

And now, in 2025, the rumors have returned—louder, more credible, and harder to ignore. Whispers of Half-Life 3 being in development, and maybe even releasing this year, have reignited something in me. The same feeling I had at 15, when I first stepped into City 17, is coming back. I don’t know if the game will live up to the hype, or if it’ll even be called Half-Life 3—but maybe that’s not the point. Maybe the point is that I get to suit up one more time, grab my crowbar, and head back into the fight.

Whatever comes next, I’m ready for it.

Sunday, 18 May 2025

Pitbull Kesha Timber

Hey quick question if you were to ask a song that you remember hearing back in school than maybe you might have heard this song call timber where kesha was in and wow after hearing this song from a Instagram or youtube short and than after having flashbacks of hearing it in school or when my mom use to drive me place this came to my head right around 2013 again this was when i was high school well I was 14 at the time. Man I remember hearing this music with my friends even partying too. 


 

Thursday, 15 May 2025

Photos from 2014

I found these photos and thought of sharing it back in november 2024 but things got busy for me. But anyways these photos was when i went out and look down and see the rivers down below and thought how amazing it was. 



Ahead was the rivers and no idea where it leads to and wow i had a good time back than which i was in 10th grade at the time. 





Three of these photos i took before heading back home as that was going on i thought much of it and this was in 2014 of november before i head back i stand there listening to music and calm and relax back than while hearing the rivers down below as i was like i had a great time. There might be one or more photos i could one day share and find if i could any of them around or maybe 2015-19 who knows. 

 

Wednesday, 14 May 2025

Photos i took from 2021 while i was a doordash driver

So during the pandemic i was a doordash delivery driver and been out a lot these days which explains why i didn't post much in 2021. But i was going through old photos of it which has been three years and nostagia about it and how much i enjoy going out in those days. So here's what i found. 






I was in thornville which was when i was driving towards to and i'll be honest going out in the middle of a cloudy city was awesome back than and i had a lot of fun going out. 



These two photos i stop by and took photos of it. While i was looking at it and had a good time while i was out there. But i look back at the streets where i had a sense and felt like being free better than being inside. 



This one is my favorite cause look at this photo here made me feel nostagia was that i was out driving or was it that i felt free and had a great time for those three years sure it was during the pandemic. But something i had inside of me i think it was looking back at childhood and how things were at the time. Mainly it's the clouds that i look up and think how things were.


Tuesday, 13 May 2025

Photos from 2012


Man i never thought i would ever get to them but found my old photos from 2012 which was at my old house and it was when i took picutres between 2011 and 2012 I was play sly 2 and took photos of my games that being xbox 360 man i miss those times. 


Transfrormers 2 (Xbox 360) Man wish the movie was better and think ps2 was alright and xbox eh. 


And my cat who I really like and was really attach with me. How I miss him so much. 




Heads up that I know you may think oh 2004 was it 2004 or time travel that you happen to be I wish I say so but this was done by a old camera that my sisters had at the time and I took this and I didn't get to change the dates if only I remember the dates when I took these photos it could have been around Summer 2011-2012 of that time again I don't really know since I am bad at remembering dates and months. 



Heads up I was messing with camerita fox and the guard is looking at him ha wasn't that fun times. 

 

Monday, 12 May 2025

Happy 80th Anniversary to the railway series

In 1945, a quiet revolution in children’s literature began with the release of The Three Railway Engines, the first book in what would become The Railway Series by Reverend Wilbert Awdry. As the world emerged from the shadows of World War II, a humble little engine named Edward chugged into readers' hearts, setting off a journey that would last generations. Now, in 2025, we celebrate the 80th anniversary of this beloved series and reflect on its remarkable legacy.



From Bedside Tales to Bookstores

The Origins of begin during a time of illness and imagination. Reverend W. Awdry crafted tales of talking engines for his son Christopher, who was bedridden with measles. Using a simple toy train and track, Awdry told stories that were not just entertaining but full of detail and heart.

Behind these charming stories was a deep love for real-life railways. Awdry was a devoted railway enthusiast who paid meticulous attention to locomotive detail and rail operation. His fictional Island of Sodor was built with technical realism, creating a believable world where engines had personalities and problems to solve. Though Edward, Gordon, and Henry starred in the first book, it was the debut of Thomas in the second book, Thomas the Tank Engine (1946), that launched a phenomenon. Thomas's mischief and eagerness to prove himself made him an instant favorite.


A Literary Legacy

Over the course of 40 books—26 by Wilbert Awdry and 14 more by his son Christopher—The Railway Series became a cornerstone of children's literature. What distinguished these books was not just the charm of talking trains, but the layered lore and moral storytelling woven through every tale. Each story taught values like honesty, hard work, and humility. Engines made mistakes and learned from them. Characters like Thomas, Gordon, Percy, and Edward felt real because they had flaws and strengths just like us. And for train fans, the series offered a dreamland: Awdry’s stories included accurate railway practices, terminology, and even geography, making it a favorite among hobbyists and readers alike. Yet thee books didn't just focus on them it went to other characters like Duck Oliver Scottish Twins Mavis Bill and Ben, Bertie Harold Trevor Terence Boco Bear Arlesdale Engines Culdee Fell Railway Skarloey Railway Engines etc. It would have Thomas go to the national railway museum and gordon going to London. But the books do tell the grim and dark times of British railways when all the steam engine were scrapped and the introduction of diesel engines and how much they think are revolutionary yet proven to fail but yet and steam still active. 


Section 3: From Page to Screen

In 1984, The Railway Series steamed into a new era with the television debut of Thomas & Friends. Using detailed model trains and narrated storytelling, the show captured the visual magic of Sodor. The tone was gentler than the books but retained their core themes. Ringo Starr was the original narrator in the UK and US, followed by others including George Carlin, Alec Baldwin, and Michael Angelis. Each voice brought a unique charm that deepened Thomas's reach across cultures.

The show evolved over the years, introducing CGI and new characters, but the early seasons especially remain cherished for their storytelling and aesthetic. Yet the tv show did show us new characters that weren't in the books but they have spawn into aus from fans and did their takes on them. 


Section 4: Why It Still Matters

Why has The Railway Series endured for 80 years? At its heart, it celebrates values that never go out of style: friendship, perseverance, responsibility, and the desire to be useful. The blend of educational content and rich world-building appeals to a wide audience. Kids fall in love with the characters; adults appreciate the detail and nostalgia. And the legacy continues through memes, merchandise, fan fiction, YouTube retrospectives, and creative fan projects.

It’s more than a children's franchise—it’s a cultural touchstone. Which where the internet goes obsessed and I can see why they like it and not gonna go through all of them. 


Section 5: 80 Years On – The Anniversary

As we reach this incredible milestone in 2025, fans are celebrating worldwide. From special edition book reprints to online retrospectives and community tributes, The Railway Series has proven it still holds a beloved place in many hearts. For me, Thomas the Tank Engine has always been more than just a story. Even though I kept it quiet around friends and only some of my ex-girlfriends knew, it was always part of who I am. My love of trains never faded, and neither did my connection to Thomas. Whether watching the original show, catching a special, or rewatching Thomas and the Magic Railroad, I always find comfort and joy. Being part of the fandom has been a rewarding experience. It’s amazing to see how many people still cherish this world, share their creativity, and celebrate what it means to be a fan of something so special. Yet I can relate to any of the characters as a bonus to this.

10 Favorites.

Thomas 

Edward 

Duncan

Bertie 

Boco 

James 

Stanley

Harold

Gordon 

Skarloey


Conclusion: A Final Whistle

80 years on, The Railway Series continues to inspire and connect generations. It teaches, entertains, and comforts—whether you're discovering it for the first time or coming back to it with fond memories.

If you haven't visited the Island of Sodor in a while, now is the perfect time. And if you're new to it, you're in for a journey unlike any other. Here's to 80 more years of stories, steam, and being really useful. Also, Rest in Peace Britt Allcroft I wish I did a post of her passing and how much she mean so much for me and I wish I get to meet her but thank you putting thomas on the small screen and been part of our childhoods 


All aboard!

Friday, 9 May 2025

Down the mine pilot has been found

So if you were to ask or wonder if any footage of down the mine pilot is around well good news that it has been found by mattel archives and now that the footage is real and will be release today at 6 pm in UK time. I never thought it'll existed but now that it's here I get to see the test pilot and maybe eee some breakdowns between the episode and the pilot. 



Wow gordon's original model looks way different than the finish model and now that we're getting to see what it was like on pilot even his face is way different. 


Sunday, 27 April 2025

Writers I Struggle With (Even If Everyone Else Loves Them)

Look, respect where respect is due. These writers have made waves, changed mediums, and influenced whole generations. But personally? I’ve got bones to pick. Whether it’s their tone, their habits, or how their work makes me feel, here are the creatives I have a complicated relationship with—and why.


Alan Moore – The Cynic Behind the Curtain

My issue with Moore isn’t that he’s untalented. It’s that everything he writes feels soaked in bitterness. Heroes are broken. Institutions are corrupt. Love is rarely pure. There’s rarely hope in his stories—just control, loss, and philosophical dread. And while that can be powerful, sometimes I wonder: does he even like storytelling anymore? Or does he just want to dissect it until there’s nothing left but pieces?

And then there’s his commentary. The man has compared superheroes to everything from fascists to members of the KKK—and somehow, no one in the industry ever seems to push back. It’s like he gets a pass because he’s “the genius” or “the wizard.” But it leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Superheroes aren’t perfect, sure—but they mean something to people. They inspire. They give hope. And Moore seems to have made it his life’s work to stomp that out and act smug about it. It makes it really hard to enjoy his work, no matter how well-written it is. I’ve tried. But there’s always that undercurrent of contempt—for the genre, for the fans, maybe even for storytelling itself.


Topics that come up:

The line between deconstruction and nihilism

Whether dark storytelling needs emotional balance

When criticism stops being constructive and becomes bitterness

The lack of accountability in creator commentary

Oh yeah he was my inspiration but now I feel less and less inspired by him. 


Grant Morrison – The Chaos Magician of Confusion

I want to love Morrison. I really do. Their ideas are wild, their ambition is cosmic, and they’ve written some of the most interesting takes on iconic characters like Superman and Batman. But here’s the thing: sometimes reading Morrison feels like decoding a dream you don’t remember having. It’s like they’re always ten steps ahead of the reader, daring you to keep up—and not always in a fun way. There’s a line between mind-expanding and just exhausting, and Morrison hops over it like a multiverse-hopping punk shaman. Then there's the identity thing. Morrison made waves by calling themselves non-binary, but later backtracked and said they didn’t really identify that way, preferring “he/him” pronouns. Honestly, it’s hard to know where Morrison stands on their own identity, and it’s even harder to separate that from their writing. The same confusion about who they are seems to seep into their work—where nothing ever feels settled, defined, or grounded. It’s as if the chaos is a part of the performance, the cool, rebellious stance of "I’m beyond labels," but it can be tiring when it leaves you questioning what’s authentic and what’s just a persona.

It’s the same feeling I get when reading Morrison’s stories. They throw everything at you—ideas, references, mind-bending concepts—but the result isn’t always satisfying. At times, it feels less like a journey and more like a race you can’t quite keep up with, with no finish line in sight. Instead of engaging with the reader, it often feels like Morrison is playing a game where the rules are always changing, and you’re left trying to decode the meaning without any clear direction. Then there’s the “punk rock star” persona Morrison has crafted for themselves—constantly pushing boundaries, breaking norms, and operating outside convention. But when that’s the only thing your storytelling seems to be about, it starts to feel less like a creative breakthrough and more like a gimmick. Sure, it’s edgy. But is it actually meaningful, or is it just another act to maintain that rebellious mystique?


Amy Sherman-Palladino – Fast Talk, Slow Growth

Look, Gilmore Girls has its charm. The banter is sharp, the references are endless, and the vibes are cozy. But after a while, it starts to feel like a loop. The characters talk like no one else, but they often act like no one else changes. There's wit, sure—but where's the emotional evolution? Sometimes it feels like cleverness is a substitute for depth. And don’t get me started on how some of the characters treat each other under the veneer of "quirky dysfunction. Then there's the 2016 special, where Palladino revisits the Gilmore Girls universe. At this point, you’d think there would be some level of maturity, some sense of growth for the characters we’ve followed for years. Instead, we get the return of Logan, the charming, entitled mess of a character who seems to never face any real consequences for his actions. He’s getting married, but surprise—he’s still juggling another woman on the side, trying to give her gifts and not letting go of Rory. Honestly, how is this normalized? Amy seems to think it’s just part of Logan’s charm, but let’s get this straight: Logan is not some tragic hero. He’s a guy who refuses to take responsibility, refuses to change, and thinks it’s fine to cheat on his wives because that’s who he is. That’s bad writing. Palladino completely glosses over the fact that Logan’s behavior is toxic and never holds him accountable for it. The show acts like it’s normal, but it’s not. Rory should’ve told him to stop, but instead, we’re expected to forgive him like he’s just misunderstood. It’s frustrating.

And the same goes for Dean. Palladino treats him almost as if his mistakes are excusable or not worth addressing. Dean cheated on Lindsay with Rory, lied, and acted incredibly selfishly, but none of that behavior was really explored or challenged in any meaningful way. He was a mess, and Lindsay—who deserved so much better, is barely given any respect. Dean’s character arc doesn’t get the full reckoning it deserves. There’s no real growth for him after everything he put Lindsay through, and Palladino just brushes it aside as if it’s not a big deal. By the time Dean returns in the revival, it feels like all of his mistakes have been swept under the rug, and the show moves on without any real acknowledgment of how much damage he caused. It’s disappointing that Palladino didn’t give us the emotional complexity that could have come from addressing Dean’s past actions. Don’t even get me started on the missed opportunity with Rory and Jess. That could’ve been the relationship that truly evolved—two characters who actually had growth, and it was left hanging. They had chemistry and shared values, but instead, Rory’s stuck in this weird emotional limbo with Logan, and the show just ignores the possibility of what could’ve been a healthier, more genuine relationship. There’s something off about the way Palladino handled the characters' dynamics in the revival, and it’s a huge disappointment for anyone who hoped for a more mature resolution.

As for Lorelai, I’ve never been a huge fan of some of her dialogue either. While her sharp, quick-witted banter was once charming, at times, it feels forced, almost like Palladino is trying too hard to keep that “quirky” edge. Some of Lorelai’s lines can come off as odd or even a bit cringey. It’s almost like Palladino’s trying to make her character sound smart or endearing, but it doesn’t always land. Lorelai’s dialogue feels more like an exercise in fast talking than an authentic way of expressing herself. It’s jarring when it pulls you out of the moment, and sometimes it feels like it’s more about style than substance.

Logan as Role Model? Bad Call

Palladino frames Logan’s return as a romantic homecoming, but the footage tells a different story:

Flirting with a Bridesmaid (2:15)

In this moment, Logan openly flirts with one of his bridesmaids right in front of Rory, treating her like a backup option while Rory watches. Palladino glosses this over as “cute tension,” normalizing outright disrespect .

Manipulation & Gaslighting (2:45)

Shortly after, Logan downplays Rory’s valid concerns, subtly shifts blame onto her, and acts hurt to make her feel like the problem. He uses just enough charm in his apology to placate her—without any real remorse or change—turning what should be an emotional reckoning into another display of “sexy bad-boy” antics. 

Let’s be blunt: Logan is not a good influence. He cheats, lies, manipulates, and then expects forgiveness on the strength of his privilege and charm also stop thinking if he an misunderstood golden boy when he manipulated and is never held accountable for his actions . If Rory’s supposed to learn anything from him, it should be what not to tolerate. Instead, Palladino turns emotional abuse into romantic drama—and that’s bad writing, plain and simple. Yet somehow Amy Sherman-Palladino treats him like peak romantic material. Really? A guy who cheats, gaslights, dodges responsibility, and hides behind money? That’s the good influence for Rory? Even fans are starting to pull the curtain back. That Logan breakdown by “T1” on YouTube? It spells it out plain: Logan is bad news with a trust fund. If Amy wants to frame that as love, maybe she needs to check the difference between drama and dysfunction

Jess & Rory? Too “Bad Boy” Cliché

And while we’re at it—Jess and Rory? Palladino basically glances over the one pairing that could’ve felt real. Instead of exploring the dynamic between Rory and the brooding, bookish “bad boy,” she sidelines them for the same tired trope: charming rogue returns, everyone swoons. It’s like she’s never even seen a real 1950s rebel—it all reads like a checklist item rather than an authentic relationship. That could’ve been the growth Rory needed—a partner who challenges her intellectually and emotionally, not someone who cheats and gaslights. But nope, that ship sails off before we even get to see it dock. They deserve better.


Scott Cawthon – Brilliant Concepts, Clunky Execution

The Five Nights at Freddy's universe is a brilliant concoction of horror, mystery, and dark storytelling. The animatronics, the twisted history of Freddy Fazbear’s Pizza, and the chilling atmosphere all make for an incredibly unique concept. But when it comes to the actual storytelling? It’s an exhausting ride of confusion and frustration. Cawthon has crafted a vast and intricate world, but instead of letting fans discover the lore through well-structured narrative arcs, he’s opted for convoluted storytelling that feels like it’s intentionally built to be confusing. There’s so much ambiguity that it's hard to follow along, and the more we learn, the less we actually understand. The lore itself doesn’t seem cohesive. It’s like a puzzle with missing pieces, and instead of helping the fans put it together, Cawthon keeps tossing in random new bits, like the Bite of ’83 versus the Bite of ’87—and no real clarity is ever given. Let’s be real: for all the people who claim Cawthon had this entire plan mapped out from the beginning—he didn’t. No amount of backtracking or "retconning" can hide the fact that the lore was made up as he went along. If he had a grand plan from the start, things would be much more cohesive. But instead, it feels like a series of decisions made on the fly, which is why fans have to piece things together through wild speculation. The mystery isn’t by design—it’s a result of a lack of foresight. So when Cawthon acts like this was all part of some grand, genius scheme, it’s hard to take that seriously.


Remember those fan theories? Fans have literally had to create their own interpretations to make sense of the mess, but instead of working with them or acknowledging their ideas, Cawthon just plays coy and continues to introduce new mysteries. Imagine if he’d actually worked with the fanbase to refine and expand the lore together instead of making it an endless loop of "no, you’re wrong" every time a new detail is revealed. That could have made for a much more satisfying experience. Instead, we’re left wondering if he’s just trolling us or if he genuinely can’t connect the dots himself. The lack of clarity, especially when it comes to key events and characters, feels like an attempt to stretch out the story longer than it needs to be, without providing the resolution fans deserve. The comics oh man I’ve never bothered to read them, and it’s easy to see why. The comics are just another layer of confusion that only complicates the already convoluted lore. The series already has more than enough to keep track of, and instead of streamlining things, the comics pile on even more complexity with little payoff.

Oh than there's William Afton—the man who just refuses to die. It’s like Cawthon can’t let go of him. The constant back-and-forth of whether he’s alive, dead, or a ghost in a machine feels like a cheap way to keep him around, rather than giving him a definitive, meaningful end. It’s an endless cycle, and it doesn’t add anything to the story other than to drag it out. How many times does one character need to come back before it loses its impact?

What was the name of Crying Child—don’t even get me started. The character is arguably one of the most tragic in the series, and yet Cawthon couldn’t even be bothered to give them a name. It’s almost as if the lack of a name is supposed to make the tragedy feel more impactful, but all it really does is make the character feel less human. A simple name could have added a lot of emotional weight to the character’s story, but instead, Cawthon chooses to keep them as an ambiguous, almost anonymous figure. It’s a missed opportunity to add depth and meaning.


Topics that come up:

The frustrating lack of clarity in Five Nights at Freddy's lore

The overwhelming complexity of the FNAF universe and its lack of long-term planning

How fan theories were left to fill in the gaps that Cawthon created

The constant mysteries without satisfying resolutions (Bite of ’83 vs. Bite of ’87)

The missed potential of collaborating with the fanbase on lore development

The endless return of William Afton, diluting any sense of finality

The impact of leaving key characters like the Crying Child nameless and vague



Stephen King – The Unsettled King of Horror

Full disclosure: I’ve tried to dive into Stephen King’s work, but it never clicks for me. His sprawling horror epics and endless small‑town creepiness just aren’t my thing—and, honestly, his perpetual “creepy author” vibe (you know the photos with that intense stare) doesn’t help. Here’s where the friction lies:

Genre Overload

King’s world is drenched in horror tropes: haunted hotels, possessed cars, supernatural kids. After a while, it all blurs together.

Too Much of Everything

His novels are brick‑sized tomes of backstories and subplots. I’m all for depth, but when the scares are buried under 800 pages, I lose interest.

Pacing Whiplash

High tension one second, then long stretches of small‑town life the next. It kills the momentum for me.

Author Aura

Let’s be real—his publicity photos alone give me the heebie‑jeebies. That intense stare adds to the disconnect I feel with his work. It’s not hate—it’s just another case of style clashing with reader preference. If King’s brand of horror doesn’t grab you, you’re not alone. Sometimes you’ve got to admit when an author’s vibe just isn’t for you.


Brian Michael Bendis – Inspiration Lost in Translation

There was a time when Brian Michael Bendis was one of my biggest inspirations. His early Marvel work—especially Ultimate Spider-Man—felt like lightning in a bottle. He brought dialogue to life in a way that made characters feel grounded and human, like you were listening to real people with real problems and real quirks. He helped shape an era. But somewhere along the way, that spark faded. His time at DC? Honestly, it’s been rough. Characters feel off. Dialogue that once felt fresh now comes across as repetitive or forced. And don’t even get me started on Civil War II—a storyline that managed to make Captain Marvel come off as cold, controlling, and hard to root for. The emotional weight just wasn’t there. The choices felt more like plot devices than organic character development.


And then there’s Riri Williams—Ironheart. A Black teenage girl stepping into a legacy as big as Iron Man’s should have been a huge moment, but it ended up feeling hollow. Not because she wasn’t worthy, but because Bendis didn’t give her the arc she deserved. She was introduced with barely any foundation, thrown into the spotlight before we had a chance to connect with her. That’s where the Mary Sue criticisms started—not because she wasn’t a cool idea, but because her journey didn’t earn the impact it was aiming for. And that’s on the writer. It’s disappointing. Bendis helped shape the way I saw dialogue and pacing, but his later work feels like a distant echo of what once was. The influence is still there, but the respect? It’s complicated now.

It’s Not Hate—It’s Friction

This isn’t about dragging these creators. It’s about that weird space where you can respect someone’s work but not enjoy it. Or where you want to like them, but something just doesn’t click. As a writer myself, I get how difficult it is to put something out there for the world to judge—and how much of a risk it is to create something that speaks to people. But as much as I try, I can’t always connect with everything that’s out there, no matter how much I respect the creators' skill or influence.

Maybe that’s what being a writer does—it makes you more aware of the things that rub you wrong. Maybe it’s the inconsistencies, the emotional gaps, or the missed potential that gets to you more than it would to the average reader. And maybe that’s okay. Not every piece of work is going to click with everyone, no matter how talented or influential the creator is. And calling out the issues you see doesn’t mean you’re diminishing their ability. It just means you’re pointing out where the friction happens.

At the end of the day, storytelling is a conversation between the creator and the audience. If that conversation doesn’t always go the way you want it to, it’s not hate—it’s just the natural friction that comes with storytelling.


J.K. Rowling – A World I Just Never Needed

I was a Star Wars kid.

Lightsabers, starfighters, empires collapsing—that was my kind of fantasy. Why would I trade all that for wizard sticks, owl mail, and a school where the teachers let literal children get murdered every year? No thanks.


When Harry Potter blew up, everyone acted like it was some sacred text. Midnight releases, house scarves, sorting quizzes—meanwhile, I was wondering how anyone could get hyped about a story where the biggest villain was a noseless guy whispering threats in Latin. And Rowling herself? Whether it’s politics, interviews, or whatever headline she’s chasing this week—I don’t care. I didn’t care then. I don’t care now. Harry Potter didn’t shape my childhood. It didn’t shape my imagination. And it sure as hell doesn’t shape my bookshelf.

Honestly, I was already a Star Wars kid. I didn’t need a new “chosen one” story when I had lightsabers, starfighters, massive fleets, and the Force. Why would I trade space battles for wizard sticks and talking hats?


When Harry Potter exploded, everyone around me acted like it was some new religion. But I just shrugged. It wasn’t my world. The stakes felt smaller, the magic less exciting, the battles less epic. Even as people lined up at midnight for books and movies, I never felt the pull—and I never felt like I was missing out.

Sometimes your first love (Star Wars) already gave you everything you needed—and no amount of wizardry could change that.

Star Wars had X-Wings.

Harry Potter had broomsticks.

Star Wars gave us worlds.

Cartoons like Clone Wars and Rebels. Comics that rewrote history. Games that let you live the galaxy. Legends lore so massive you could drown in it—and still ask for more. Harry Potter?

It had some movies, some bad spin-offs, and a play about time-traveling teenagers that even die-hard fans pretend doesn’t exist. It stayed inside its Hogwarts bubble and never really grew up. And honestly? I barely noticed. I was too busy piloting a Star Destroyer and hunting Sith Lords.


Yeah, I moved on from Star Wars too—especially after that dumpster fire called the Sequel Trilogy and its fake, sterilized “new canon.” But even at its worst, Star Wars shot for the stars.

Harry Potter stayed stuck in a broom closet.

Rowling’s magic trick?

Convincing the world that a few Latin spells and a castle full of sad teachers counted as "epic fantasy."

Nah. I wasn't buying it then, and I'm not buying it now.

Clone troopers > House elves.

X-Wings > Broomsticks.

Sith Lords > Dark wizards.

Keep your Butterbeer. I’ll take a hyperdrive. I'm gone.

If Rowling really isn’t transphobic, she sure spends a lot of time convincing the world otherwise. Statement after statement, documentary after documentary, headline after headline—always trying to reframe herself as some misunderstood, canceled genius.

It’s exhausting.

Maybe instead of writing essays about how everyone’s wrong about her, she should sit down, face real people, and actually listen. Or perhaps someone needs to look her in the eye and say it flat out: You’re not the victim here. You’re the problem. At some point, you don’t get to hide behind “misunderstood intentions.” You don't get to play both sides. You have to face the music. But if Rowling keeps trying to outtalk the truth, she’ll find it’s a lot louder than she is.

Game over.

For someone who built a world full of mirrors and magic, it’s wild how little reflection she’s capable of.

Mic dropped. I’m out.


Also here's the writers of big bang theory who I have so much issues with them and just. The writers behind The Big Bang Theory undeniably left a massive mark on pop culture. The show redefined geek culture for mainstream audiences, tapping into fandoms and bringing intellectual characters into the limelight. Yet, as much as the series helped shape the TV landscape, I’ve got serious bones to pick with the creative choices they made, especially when it comes to some of their character portrayals, lack of research, and the tone they set.

Here are the writers I have issues with, and why:

Chuck Lorre

Chuck Lorre’s work has always been a double-edged sword for me. On one hand, his contribution to TV shows like Two and a Half Men and Big Bang Theory is undeniable. He’s created shows that millions love and that have changed the sitcom game. But on the other hand, Lorre’s shows often rely heavily on stereotypes, and the character depth can feel shallow. His work doesn’t take as many risks as it could, and that's frustrating when you see how Big Bang Theory could’ve done more with its characters.

Bill Prady

As co-creator of the series, Prady is partly responsible for the early success of The Big Bang Theory. But I can’t help but feel like the show could’ve pushed beyond its formulaic plotlines. The characters, especially Sheldon, were crafted in a way that makes them feel like a one-size-fits-all kind of nerd. Sheldon’s possible autism? Left unexplored. He’s quirky and brilliant—sure—but the writers never bothered to give him any more depth or sensitivity. It felt like they just wanted to write a “funny” guy who was “different,” not someone who could resonate with viewers who might have similar traits or experiences.

Steven Molaro

Molaro took the reins as showrunner for several seasons, and his influence on the direction of the show can’t be ignored. However, his approach to character development didn’t always land. The repetitiveness of characters like Howard's mom being off-screen was a clear case of a creative decision that could have evolved. Instead of leaning into the humor of her unseen voice, it became a trope that dragged on. As much as Molaro helped build out the family dynamics, I felt like he took the easy road too often—avoiding growth and just using familiar jokes for too long.

Steve Holland

Holland's time as showrunner might’ve marked the end of Big Bang Theory, but it was also when many of the show's worst writing habits became too apparent. Characters were locked into these stagnant, one-dimensional roles, and the jokes about their quirks started feeling tired. He had the chance to give more depth to Sheldon and the other characters, but by the end of the series, it seemed like the show was more interested in keeping things light and predictable than challenging itself with new ideas.

Eric Kaplan & Dave Goetsch

Kaplan and Goetsch had some big moments during their time writing for the show, but both of them contributed to the growing lack of complexity in the storylines and character arcs. Kaplan’s focus on one-liners and quips meant we got fewer moments that actually let us see the characters grow beyond their familiar roles. Meanwhile, Goetsch’s influence pushed for more slapstick humor than emotional depth. Both writers fed into the notion that TV comedy shouldn’t be too deep—it should just be fun. And while fun is fine, it leaves a lot of untapped potential on the table.


But here's my three reasons that made me pissed off. 

1. The Lack of Character Depth and Missed Opportunities

Sheldon’s Potential Autism: Sheldon’s behavior aligns with many traits seen in autism spectrum disorders—his struggles with social cues, rigid routines, and intense interests. But The Big Bang Theory never fully acknowledged or explored this. The writers could have used Sheldon’s character to educate audiences and shed light on the spectrum, offering a nuanced portrayal that could resonate with viewers who might see themselves in him. Instead, his quirks are often played for laughs without diving into why he is the way he is. For you, that feels like a missed opportunity, right? The lack of research and depth in presenting Sheldon’s character more realistically could have made him more relatable and respectful to autistic viewers.


Howard’s Mom: The off-screen voice of Howard’s mom became a bit of a running joke, but it didn’t evolve. After a while, it just became repetitive—always the voice, but never the face. The whole point was to highlight her overbearing and intrusive nature, but by keeping her off-screen, the show limited how much the audience could actually connect with or understand her as a character. She felt like a punchline that didn’t have any real depth. What makes this worse is that, after the actor’s passing, they didn’t recast or provide any closure. It’s like they kept her voice for the sake of nostalgia, but never took it further.


2. The Tone and Approach to Pop Culture

Dismissing The Clone Wars: One of the things that made The Big Bang Theory stand out was its constant stream of pop culture references. But dismissing The Clone Wars, a show that had a massive following and played a huge part in Star Wars canon, is frustrating. For a show that prides itself on being a geeky celebration of nerd culture, to casually dismiss a show with such rich storytelling feels hypocritical. The fact that they never even engaged with the Star Wars prequels beyond snarky comments seemed like a missed chance to bring in more depth to their “geek” universe. It’s almost like they didn’t want to acknowledge the prequels had value beyond their initial criticism, and that can feel dismissive of fans who loved it.


Missed Chances to Connect with Geek Audiences: The Big Bang Theory was successful because it celebrated geek culture, but at times, it felt like the show was using it as a gimmick rather than genuinely engaging with it. The lack of deeper exploration into things like The Clone Wars or ignoring other fan-favorite properties that deserved attention made the show feel surface-level at times. They missed the opportunity to dig deeper into the fandoms they were referencing, which would have given them even more layers of richness to work with.


3. How Some Character Portrayals Felt Like Stereotypes

Mary Cooper’s Overly Religious Character: While Mary Cooper’s religion was central to her character, it often felt like it was all she was about. There wasn’t much depth to her outside of being the overly religious mother. Every interaction with Sheldon, for example, would just bring her faith to the forefront, and that was the extent of her character development. There’s nothing inherently wrong with a religious character, but when that’s all they are, it can feel one-dimensional. Especially in the context of a show that prided itself on being about complex, multi-faceted characters, this seemed like a lazy approach to a potentially rich character. The portrayal often felt like a stereotype, which made Mary Cooper less relatable and more of a plot device to challenge Sheldon’s worldview rather than a fully realized person.